What will tomorrow bring?

will I have a job?
I don't know.

will I have a place to live?
I don't know.

Surely Dick Levy you were right and thank you for identifying this mantra for me. I look back over the ...almost decade now and I understand a LOT more. But just when I think i've got it... the Gods change the script. Well that poor sruffy looking hippy that came to you and gave you a paltry $20.00 to say I'm closer to the truth has matured and grown much. but I sit and type with the same tears of anger that lead me to you those years ago and the one you muttered those words to.

But now? Ah now I'm "important"! You counseled me and I sought out the answers. And found them I did! Enough so that literally tens of thousands of people see me as the spokesman for a Faith, same as you. Enough so that I aspire to identify an entire age! Big fucking deal. Because no matter what cosmic Truth I may discover those litle words come back to haunt me.

Is that the way of the mantra? I think not. A saying keeps going through my mind and I hope you have worked out the answer to this mantra because it does nothing to help in this real life situation. The question is;

"who counsels the counseler??? What good is the answer to the universe when you can't speak due to the rising bile of anger that screams for the ulcer to take over?

Of what good is the Druid of Peace and how true am I to my path when I sit here 8 hours later with tears of anger in my eyes???