Wednesday, December 28, 2005

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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tears of sadness/Tears of Joy

Hello, Twig.

It is good to finally ‘meet’ you.I have heard much about you – and have wanted to thankyou for what you have already done for A.. I know she is in good hands - I literally see her tears turn to smiles after she has spoken to you. I don’t know how you do it my friend, but you ‘reach’ her. It's almost like she has 6ft concrete wall around her sometimes - she just won't let anyone in...well, except you.

I'll admit that there have been times, when I may have been feeling (dare I say it?)…jealous. Not because of any interaction between the two of you, or anything you or she have said. But because she CAN talk to you, and let you know how she’s feeling.

I have known her a good few years now, and I have never, NEVER known her to be able to open up to anyone. It’s hard to deal with at times because I know she hurts more than she lets on. I can tell when those times are, but she just won’t or can’t (I don’t know which yet) talk about it.

I really don't know what I'd do without her at times. We had another fire not too long ago, which started in my Mum's bathroom. A. worked 24 hours a day to get it fit to live in for my Mum, AND continued her normal work behind the bar which is pretty heavy going to say the least. She practically takes care of my little brother (as my Mum has MS).

I think that’s the thing with her though – she never puts herself first. And I mean never. She needs time for her, but there’s no way she can get it while we’re running this business together.

(Edited - Twig)

At the moment though, she is doing much better than she was. It was touch-and-go for a while; the doctors say she’s lucky to be alive. I have been talking to her each day, although I don't think she could hear me the whole time. I’ve been passing on everyone’s kind words and well-wishes, as I know she thinks the world of this site. I will definately pass on your kind words Twig. If there is one thing that will brighten her day, it's that.

And seeing you as a father figure? Oh, yes. And more. About a month ago, I asked how her father was doing as I hadn't heard her talk about him for a while. She turned round, flashed a big smile and said "Which one?" I asked her what she was talking about and she replied, "Well, I'm lucky, I have a biological father AND a brother/father who walks beside me in my dreams, leaving a trail of peace and love wherever he goes." It took a while for me to understand what the heck she was getting at, but now I understand (looking at your signature). You are her guiding light, just as she is mine.

I apologise for the length of this message, but I want you to know that I am grateful for what you have done for her. I wouldn't dream of telling her this, but I do think you've saved her from herself. You are a good friend.Thanks Twig.

R.


(names and content edited for anona..you know. Twig)
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Get well quick Young Sister. I worry about you and wish I could be there to help so badly.


Dear Gods, protect my Sister and make her well in both body and Spirit. This I most ferverantly pray.

Let her know your protection Andrasta and bring her back whole, please dear Goddess, do this one small favor for your servant I beg.
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And R.,

thank you my Friend. From the bottom of my heart. You have done so much more with that one letter than you know. You have given me hope.you have verified that that I have touched at least one person positively.

I was seriously thinking about giving it all up. That it wasn't worth it. Not her but, counseling as a whole. For to do that I must open myself to them. That is a gamble of immeasurable odds on both counts. But it works. For it requires true trust. :)

And she thinks more of you and yours than you know.

My mailbox and hand is always there for you.

Peace

Monday, December 19, 2005

Twig gets traded

Im a publically traded company now I guess! This is interesting! Lol ol me!!!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Happy Holimadays



Well Turkey days over and what a day it was. Thereses daughter and Marc threw it and damn Im glad its over. We ended up going to the bar and I got indoctrinated to Jagermeister. HAH! between that the budweiser backs and the pitcher of hefweisen that I bought I lost count after the fourth shot!

I just keep getting better at the guitar. I am seriously considering playing a coffeehouse or two and see if a 48 yr old Bard can break into the business.

Wouldn't THAT be a hoot!!?

Yeah, sure why not!?